Sunday, December 30, 2007


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Duas escritas à sua escolha, BIC BIC, BIC BIC BIC!"

Friday, December 21, 2007

MARRY ME Christmas!!!


Friday, December 7, 2007

Today it hits me

"I'm a rabbit in your headlights"

Thursday, December 6, 2007

"Untitled document"


The Monster and the Beast

Tonight we'll have a feast!
Me, the monster and the beast!
We'll have LIFE for dinner
'till 3 or 5 am, at least…
If we handle it all night long,
Maybe, tomorrow, a new song will come.
If not, there’s always 12 hours of sun
to pretend to be someone,
who's better off alone.
Meanwhile… I'll stick to the point!
Ok. Joint or pot?
Then…I'll start just where i stopped.
Tonight we'll have a feast!
Me, the monster and the beast!
Certainly i'll be off…
'Till 5 or 8 am, at least…
They told me it would be fun
if i just came along and sang a song.
They told me i should only bring the chords
cause they've already written some words.
"I'm all ears!" i said
"Just pass me the mic,
and i'll be glad!"
But the invitation had something
behind that naïve and innocent smile.
They sliced me for dinner,
drained my blood like hungry bats,
licked me like cheap ice-cream
and gave the leftovers to the rats.
It’s strange when people change.
It’s strange when people change.
But… There’s always a way
to clear the head's core.
Even if it means
burning off a finger
to forget, for seconds,
about what truly hurts more.
Did i misunderstood?
Or did you just told me
"love is like a drug"?
Well…if so, is there a cure?
Stupid question... i know.
But if there was one...if so...
could those pills erase the mind back
to the point where i got off track?
Have spoken and nothing have said,
its time to go to bed.
Tomorrow’s a new day
For me, the bus and the subway.
These lyrics are about everything and nothing
all in one...
Did you got the message in these rhymes?
If not...No problem.
Just ignore these 53 previous lines,
and carry on.
Meanwhile i'll be gone,
for long...

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Emotional reset

9:53 am
and here i stand.
another day rises
under the fog

Still can get enough rest
but i'll try my best
i'll try my best

They try 2 drown me
Pull me under the dead sea
but those fuckers wont break me
You fuckers wont break my play
not tonight, not today.

I'll stick to what i have
I'll stick to what i get
cause when theres nothing
more to lose
there's nothing else to forget
Nothing besides...
this emotional reset.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


Se te dissessem há uns tempos atrás que neste momento estarias sentado nessa cadeira, em frente a esse pc a escrever este texto...provavelmente soltarias gargalhadas desenfriadas e dirias "Puto, puto, olha mas é esta malha!"
Pois é...

Thursday, November 29, 2007

THE Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

Is it spinning Left or right

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies

uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
risk taking

Wednesday, November 28, 2007


Buy me time so I can answer all questions
Cause time is what stucks me to the present
And the present is always nearby to my eyes
I want to see it all forward and rewind
Learn it all without any lies
So I can reach a peacefull state of mind.
Full filling my life, as it should be
Understanding dreams thru reality

I’m not myself and neither are you
We are just another process
An unfinished satisfaction of what we seek
A Karma circle that never ends
Making us stronger out from the weak.

We shall find our way back home
Going deep and coming again
It’s not a question of what is learned
But the answer to the question we try to run from

Guided by the theories and philosophies
We try to separate “good” from “right”
Creating an image of “perfection”
As “perfection” was our guiding light.

Now...Do you really know yourself?
Or do you know your image, reflected, in the mirror?
"Finishing the unfinished"

"Music is dreaming in wave formations"

Blue shakes green and tingles down the mountains of perfection
A million, zillion places to discover
and a mind journey through imagination…

Music is like dreaming in “wave formations”
As the tide rises all gets a shiny look
You start where you end or you end where you start, choose!
You’ll win something even if you loose
So listen and learn before you feel
Create your own words.
They are real!

"The Fox"
"Finishing the unfinished"

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

"Porque é que a simplicidade é tão complexa?"

Porque sim.

Monday, November 26, 2007

"eye low view"


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

The Strainer

I'm the steel strainer
you pass thru everyday,
leaving nothing behind
but the dust of your soul.

I try to reach you
and touch you gently,
like the sun,
embracing the morning.
But your clouds...
your clouds, are way to dense
for these rays to penetrate,
for you still hide in the past
afraid of talking in the present tense.

What is that you're running from
besides running from yourself?
Who are these ghosts
that torment your sleep,
always knocking on your head
to push you deep,
to leave you sad?

I don’t know where to go
but I wont bend my way for you
Cause the desert's always changing its shape
And I’m afraid it swallows me with it too

What doesn’t kill you
makes you stronger.
So...despite we never said hello
or at least give it a try,
its time for me to go
So I guess,
I guess...this is goodbye.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Alice in Chains "Unplugged" - "Nutshell" cover by KoAN

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home

My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I cant be my own
Id feel better dead

Radiohead "Com Lag" - "Gagging Order" cover by KoAN

I know what you're thinking
But I'm not your property
No matter what you say
No matter what you say

Move along, there's nothing left to see
Just a body, nothing left to see

A couple more for breakfast
A little more for tea
Just to take the edge off
Just to take the edge off

Move along, there's nothing left to see
Just a body, pouring down the street

Move along, theres nothing left to see
Just a body, nothing left to see

Move along

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Radiohead "In Rainbows" - "Weird Fishes" (Arpeggi) cover by KoAN

Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
In the deepest ocean
The bottom of the sea
Your eyes
They turn me
Why should I stay here?
Why should I stay?

I'd be crazy not to follow
Follow where you lead
Your eyes
They turn me

Turn me on to phantoms
I follow to the edge of the earth
And fall off
Everybody leaves
If they get the chance
And this is my chance

I get eaten by the worms
Weird fishes
Get picked over by the worms
Weird fishes
Weird fishes
Weird fishes

I'll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape

I'll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape

Friday, November 16, 2007

Radiohead "Ok Computer" - "Tourist" cover by KoAN

It barks at no-one else but me
Like its seen a ghost
i guess its seen the sparks a-flowin,
no-one else would know.
hey man slowdown slowdown.
idiot slow down slow down.

sometimes i get over charged
thats when you see sparks
they ask me where the hell im going??
At a 1000 feet per second.
hey man slowdown slowdown.
idiot slow down slow down.
hey man slowdown slowdown.

idiot slow down
idiot slow down...

Thursday, November 15, 2007


Today i'm trapped
trapped inside this body
I can't get out
I can't get out
Inside i shout

This mask consumes me
This is not who i am
This is not what i planned

And the shield gets stronger
'Till it shuts off
No one knocks
or dares to enter

Can't identify
No patterns around
no jigsaw to match
the puzzle in my head
There's no turning back
So I just sit and watch it
fade to black
'till the clock stops ticking
'till the clock stops ticking

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Above love...only liberty

This is my hideout from the world
this is my hideout from you
under the blue...under the blue
where i rest in quiet noise

I'm a fish beneath this skin
just inches above the lower sand
where i stand...and remain
Do you even know my name?

Born on the strongest river
raised in the calm lake
I come face 2 face with the ocean ahead
I'm scared of losing my way
Yet, I don't even know who i am
I don't even know where i stand
Will this ocean ever end?
will the stars point me to land?

There's no way down from here
There's nothing more to dig
Guess i'm stuck
Ran out of luck
its true...indeed
Down is the new up
Down is the new me
'Cause above love
only liberty
but that...
i still can't see

Green Day "Good Riddance" (Time of your life) Cover by KoAN

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Radiohead "In Rainbows" - Faust Arp (Acoustic) Cover by KoAN

One, two, three, four.

Wakey, wakey, rise and shine
It's on again, off again, on again
Watch me fall like
Dominoes in pretty patterns
Fingers in the blackbird pie
I'm tingling, tingling, tingling
It's what you feel now
What you ought to, what you ought to
Reasonable and sensible
Dead from the neck up
I guess I'm stuffed, stuffed, stuffed
We thought you had it in you
But not, but not, but not
For no real reason.

Squeeze the tubes and empty bottles out
Take a bow, take a bow, take a bow
It's what you feel now
What you ought to, what you ought to
An elephant that's in the room is
Tumbling, tumbling, tumbling
In duplicate, and duplicate,
And plastic bags, and duplicate and triplicate
Dead from the neck up
I guess I'm stuffed, stuffed, stuffed.
We thought you had it in you
But not, but not, but not.
Exactly where did you get off?
Is enough, is enough.
I love you but enough is enough, enough
And now stop - there's no real reason(s).

You've got your head full of feathers.
You got melted to butter.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Excuse me son, do you have a match?


Monday, November 5, 2007

Maybe tomorrow?! No! Today

Where i'm going
I've been there before
But where i'm going
no one knows for sure
Jumping thru the waves
splashes that rip the skin
I'll ride the sea of storms
to reach the shore in rainbows
Eyes filled of salt
that drain the ocean into a river
the inconstant flow that keeps me awake
Can't close my eyes
can't close my eyes
to late for goodbyes.
I change my shape
Preparing to escape
Beneath the cold ease
its all so clear
i know i'm near.
So play another sound,
Play another sound,
To lift me off the ground.
And drive me off this place
Calm your head!
lose yourself in space for a bit
chill your troubled mind
Cause the more you seek
The less, you now know, you’ll find.


É pá até acho que era gajo para escrever uma beka agora...è aquela cena que dá às vezes, do género "É pá! Acho que hoje, era gajo pra escrever". Não sei fiko naquela...
Posso sempre analisar a situação e ver se de facto vale apena ex-primir algo de interessante. Ou talvez não, também tenho sempre a opção de me pôr para aqui a tripar sem jeitinho claro.
Ya! Esta cena de ter um blogue até é nice! Um gajo descomprime uma beka, parte umas bisnagas, ouve um som catita, manda uma bujardas e não chateia ninguém. Brutal! Gosto disto!
Bem, mas voltando ao cerne da questão. Sinceramente! Acho que neste momento, até sou gajo para soltar umas letras que, combinadas, até poderão dar origem a algo simplesmente...parvo e estúpido. Hum...pois...sendo assim, talvez seja melhor ficar caladinho. Amanhã...talvez.

Binary Mind


Thursday, November 1, 2007

Foo Fighters - "Walking After You" Acoustic

"Foo Fighters - Walking After You" Acustic

Tonight Im tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just wont do without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If youd accept surrender, I'll give up some more
Werent you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back,
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
Another heart is cracked
in two,
Im on your back
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Consume me... while you can

The machine isn't feeding us,
We're feeding the machine,
Consume me... while you can
Consume me... while i'm in

DOWn is the nu uP

Sunday, October 14, 2007

"Ingrid Eto" - Zero 7 instrumental project

Ingrid Eto - Zero 7 instrumental project
Live at Santiago Alquimista (lisbon)

Not the best quality...but hey! It's live!! :D

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Radiohead - "In Rainbows"

LISTEN & DOWNLOAD "iN RAINBOWS" -> here: - A sort of mixed frequencies somewhere between chaos and harmony

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

At the time of this post the time is 2:22:22

Is this time familiar 2 you?
Am I awake?
Or am I stuck in reverse?
Why is that all this seems like
some sort of parallel universe?
If I go back in time
2 question Einstein,
only 2 questions will pop of my mind.
How and Why?
I remember 2 years ago
when I started googling it at night.
That image is still pretty clear
although 2 bright to my lashes,
that sometimes flashes into my eyes
without surprise… 2 my head,
blurring all the sight
while turning off the light I used to brag.
Been living in theories
made of random possibilities,
surrounded by the chaos of harmonic frequencies,
protected inside a shield once thought unbreakable.
Sometimes I get scared while diving deep into the ocean,
sometimes I just wished I could sleep 2 think in slow motion.
Suddenly…a second turns into a minute.
A minute leaps into an hour.
Because the tree standing in my way,
yesterday, was just a flower.
Some say this is the “awakening call”
If so,
can you tell that man not to bother anymore?
And if he insists 2 enter
tell him I’ll leave the keys in the door
2:22 a.m.
When it all began…for this man
But before you start wondering
Where do I stand today,
Let’s just say,
More days will come
More rays will fall from the Sun.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


First weekend comes to an end
faster than I can understand.
Old days faces meet again,
those moments still remain…
“Another beer to rise this head please!”
Another laugh to move ahead
and drive away the disease.
I walk in limbo far beyond
but still have time for one more song…
You don’t need to say a word
‘cause there’s no wall between me and the sword.
Don’t ask questions and I’ll be fine.
Live your life and I’ll manage mine.
Again words flow naturally
as it always should have been.
Thoughts arrive spontaneously,
yet cold as the winter wind.
A month to remember,
And a day to forget…
Although there’s no turning back,
there’s no space in time for regret
And no one to blame.
Either you like it or not
You’ll never be the same one again…
Just another teardrop...lost,
among the vanilla rain.
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Sorry cause I'm about to offend you.

Sorry cause I'm about to offend you.
It’s not your fault
but… Hey! Fuck it.
I’m sick of this bullshit.
Today I feel different,
I’m indifferent to everything.
So I’ll say this loud and clear,
either your far or near.
"Fuck people with they screwed up mind
and if you wanna fuck with me,
Buy a ticket and wait in line.
I don’t care about your problems,
your writings or even your false poems.
Fuck plans, fuck tomorrow,
empty cans filled of sorrow.
Care for your family
‘cause their the only ones you don’t choose.
Think different and you will lose.
Find yourself once and for all
but leave me out from your fall.
We all have our bruises,
We’ll all stand up one day.
Meanwhile…keep searching for something new
‘cause someday…someone will fuck with you 2."
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Monday, September 24, 2007

eX - Press

Just give me a word and I’ll start to write.
Whatever it’s on your mind…I’m sure it’s right.
Just let it go and I’ll make it flow,
high and low like the tide,
small yet big for you to hide.
If a word is too big for you,
than a letter will do the trick too!
Just give me something…for me to say
and I’ll be King for one more day.
Whether you’re happy or sad,
whether it’s good or bad,
this is your moment to “eX-Press”.
So I’ll be the pen in your hand,
although I can’t guess…
I promise you…I’ll try to understand.
So maybe a sound will do the trick!
It’s just a frequency…but…it’ll help a bit.
Don’t sit! Don’t let it fade to black.
Move ahead and don’t look back.
And If you’ve made it here,
than you know you’re coming near.
Near to you…although far from true.
I’m arriving at the bottom of the page
and this stage awaits your shine
I’ll close my eyes and stop…for now.
Never without ending this rhyme.
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Monday, September 17, 2007

Can you?

Dbo Zpv efdjqifs uijt?

A futilidade da alma

Que palavra tenebrosa,
que nos torna tão singulares.
Perco-me nesta logica aterrorizadora,
de pensar no desperdicio de oxigénio
que se gasta neste planeta denominado...TERRA.
É verdade que do caos nasce a ordem,
e que sim...que todo o mal que façamos a nós proprios
se virará um dia contra nós.
Tu, que lês isto, sabes tão bem como eu.
Não escrevo nada que já não saibas.
No entanto...desvias o olhar, fechas os olhos e pensas..."Não! a mim não"
Lamento dizer...mas estás errado.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

After All

After all...we'll always be incomplete
Going deep and underneath the skyes...
So tell me why, won't you cry with me
When we're both losing something to easy so easy
to see...
Even when you’re lost
There’s an open way
To drive your mind
Far from today
So ease up and stand outside
There’s nothing to hide
To throw you down
And leave you behind
We all want to lead the way
cause we all have something to say
All we seek is our wayback home
Have you ever tried
and asked yourself
Why we're all in the same shelf
What is that makes us so different?
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2 Advance

Change if you wanna change
Move forward and advance
Take time to rearrange
Grab your change in a glimpse

If you wanna move further
you got to stop...and think a while
What are your dreams?
Whose dreams are in your thoughts
Stand up and walk your mile!
Take your way,
even if it is just for one day
Circumstance around your view
makes the future within you
pure and true...
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Moving Shade

Surprise! The night won't rise,
You know you need to sleep a while
But the shade is still to bright, in your mind...

So stop, look, take a second to think about,
drop in, drop out.
Make your way across the line
cause there's no turning back, in time

Quietly the night flows, in a warming style
For me and you to hide
Where does she go? Dont even want to see.
Just wait a moment there for me

Relax, sit down...
You got to give it a try
One last fly over the sky
Till your head refreshes up
for one more slide

Now walk, learn, take a second to think about
drop in, drop out.
Use the way to guide you right
Take the turn, one more run
but never away from the bright light

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So you think you have it all
Do you really think
you have the control?
stand back

Information to the brain
as some sort of
heroin... news brake
(skins me alive)

Analyse all lies

Hear the roar
of the machine you try to ignore
just outside the door

Fear no more
there's no need to hide
you're still one of a kind

This my velvet flight
over the red light
it wont stop...till
I'm caught up in a net of thought

This my velvet flight
over the red light
it wont stop...
even with the thunders knock
Are you ready or not?

Think, responde
Take action for once
or we'll still get in trouble
Plan to evolve
no riddle to solve
just answer the question
You try to ignore
Such as...

Run as fast as you can
feel the blast of the rising sun
Dont think or even try to understand
Pack your bags, get ready and... GO!

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Theory in my Backpack

Moment approaches now,
a new beginning ends
in a pleaseant feeling.
The city has changed
and life rearranged.
Adapt, never regret,
The theory in my backpack
its all i get...

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thE nigma

Evening hide me
away from it all
The fog approaches near
cold and out of control

Morning rise me
away from the fall
Theres no more time to think clear
based upon theoretical

Hey man! You're moving to fast
can't even keep up
Slow it... a little bit

Life the enigma we all share
That labyrinth of endless paths
those sorrys and regrets

(Where to go?)

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The Fly

I'm like a fly
I'll eat your skin alive
You don't want me
you know you want me
Just spin around
and get and go...
Ain't much time
To really realize
The lies we flies

Wipe the tears in your eyes
Take a deep breath and rise

I am the leech
that drains your blood
can you feel me
going thru your skin
The sooner i start
the faster i begin...

I am the remedy
to keep you clean (from sin)
that special vitamin
The needle of escape
the key to unlock the gate

There's no point to it
I simply cannot fit
Write me when you get there
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Suddently my hand begins to write
as words aproach at the speed of light
The rotation of life inspires the act,
while time advances, there's no turning back
Some might say this words i do not feel,
but inside my brain their pure and real
So what's all this about?
Are your certains clear, or has the sun just dropped out?

Where's the future i traced on my past?
Shall i run slower or walk fast?
10 lines, and no conclusion found
but i still get to balance in the sound.
I hope you understand the true me
most if it all is what my eyes see
who do you wanna be when it hits the line?
Another one easy to define?

You're just a dot
in a giant, complex created plot
For you, for me
for everyone to see...

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Clear Morning Preview

Clear morning
breeze of air opens wide
Stand up and walk outside

Clear morning
breeze of air opens wide
One day more to ride

Take a look around
listen the warm sound
of people passing by, have a try

A quick peak in this morning preview
Its all I get from you
a alear, so near
perspective of blue

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Friday, July 6, 2007

Its running :)

Friday, June 29, 2007

eX-pressing 1st post

Moment approaches now,
a new beginning ends in a pleaseant feeling...
The city has changed and life rearranged...
Adapt, never regret...
The theory in my backpack its all i get...

eX-pressing is a place 4 words, ideas, memories, and thoughts...
There are no bounderies... only questions...